A major setback

8 October 2012

So, last week was brilliant. I was torn apart on Monday, when the cheque bounced, was slowly regaining ground on Tuesday when I did a solid full prayer, got the 2nd year prize on Wednesday, was chuffed to the core, and then it got a big low low on Thursday and Friday , resulting in complete melt-down by Sunday! I am sorry God. I don't know if you already saw the setback I was going to have. It was amazing, the first few days of last week, of impeccable dependence on you, and hope that cannot be vanquished. So, today, another Monday morning, I wish to re-start (you have no idea how grateful I am for the fresh start everyday). I have aligned my setup, and its working in a spiky fashion. And , then again, it used to work in a very regular, and dependable fashion as well. All depends on alignment. In no confidence can I tel anyone that I can get it back, because I cannot. Not without your help. I got the stable working twice previously. And, I don't really know how I ended up there, except for hours on end tweaking the thing, and hoping in you.
God, I am here to take a break, as in pray to you. Help me in my endeavours. Give me persistence, and patience, and perseverence. And good results in the end. I need to finish this by the end of this month, if you only help me! I adore you, I praise you, and glorify you, eternal Lord Jesus Christ. Accept my apologies for my setbacks, and help me give me your holy spirit, let me get the setup back to the stable working condiditon...please.
I trust in you.
give me a new vigor to work, and zeal to progress ahead
Love
R

T.G.I.F

Its the year 2011. Its quite eventful by all standards. I finished my first year of PhD, Gaddafi was killed yesterday, Ethan was conceived a while back, the final instalment of Harry Potter movie was released, it snowed in Scotland highlands in October ( or september?) , I started reading Eragon (finished the first book)