Thursday 21 May 2015
I'm 8 weeks pregnant. I had a UTI, for which I took amoxicillin. The day after I finished the antibiotics course, I started getting red patches on my body. I saw it on my face first,and did not give it any heed thinking it has something to do with skin dryness.
So this is day 2 of being red and blotchy. I was petrified yesterday, not for me but for my baby. It's an absolutely new experience...being this anxious for someone. Somehow , you know, even with all the comfort you get ...from your dear loving husband , his parents and my parents , I think the practical part of me waits for a logical reasoning for the cause. I am sorry I am like this if I'm hurting anyone (read husband) , but then again I don't know if I should feel sorry. I was so petrified for my baby God, still am anxious...as I wait for the bus to get to the Arztin. People tell me to be happy, so I preferred to sleep yesterday and watch HIMYM during the day. I mean, I think they are pretty genuine ways of getting my mind off my face.
Need to pray before I continue. Dear God, please take care of our baby. Our we little 0.65 inch bundle of love! Take care of the baby Lord., wash my baby and me and AJ with your precious blood and purify us. Cleanse us Lord. I apologise for all I should.
